Thank you all for your support I especialy like the hugxx I went to see Mum yesterday morning, I took the children with me thinking it may go a bit easier with them there, I could not of been more WRONG. Mum was going mad she called terrible things and said she was going to call the police to get her out. she said there is no way in the world she will stay there it is full of old people (she is only 67) she kept telling me that they made her sick when they eat...she then marched me into the room where every one sits and pointed at certain people and said things like "look at the state of her" I was horrified and said if she did not stop I would leave I was so embarrased and those poor people she was talking about. I could not go back today I have spent the day changing round all the rooms in my house (something I do when very upset). My aunt went today and Mum spent the whole visit telling her how evil I am my poor aunt tried to talk to her but Mum was having none of it. I did ring the home and they had already noticed there was a problem and are trying to move mum to a different part where there are some younger residents she will be able to eat with. My fear is that she will be so nasty they will not let her stay when her six week assessment comes up and I am not going to be able to visit her because she is so nasty.My daughters have said they do not want to go again and I cant blame them