Does anyone else ever feel like that? Walk out the door and keep on walking? It's such a roll a coaster. Why is every good feeling always smashed before you have time to enjoy it.
absolutely!! Even did it once - took the car and drove to a lovely quiet spot in the pitch black, sat there for half an hour and then worried sick for half an hour and went home lol so much for resolve!!!
oh yes, would love to walk away, do a Reggie Perrin. By the way, what was the name of that programme? Everytime i mention doing an RP, I have to explain to anyone under 50. lol.
harder still when you can't financially. once my husband is in care, i lose the house, because I wont be able to keep it with the loss of income.
Does anyone else ever feel like that? Walk out the door and keep on walking? It's such a roll a coaster. Why is every good feeling always smashed before you have time to enjoy it.
Does anyone else ever feel like that? Walk out the door and keep on walking? It's such a roll a coaster. Why is every good feeling always smashed before you have time to enjoy it.
My husband has now been OFFICIALLY diagnosed, it's mixed dementia. Vascular dementia and Alzheimer's. This is on top of the colorectal cancer and colostomy bag. He has no idea, speaks of his tummy and forgetful problems. I feel like running out the door several times a day!! But we don't. We keep going. I have to get up every 2 1/2 hours through the night to check his bag. If not he has accidents which are not to even be discussed. Hours of cleaning result. Trouble is one gets so very tired over the months. My daughter who was staying with us accused me of being a drama queen last Monday. I was so hurt. She went to stay with her brother who also seems to be more distant. My husbands three children don't even phone. It's the loneliness and fear that get to me.