Hi all not been on for a while but i went to see my mum on Tuesday and i noticed another change in her. As i walked into the home she was fast asleep and the nurses woke her up to see me and my sister. Even as i type this i keep thinking she's 51 she shouldnt be in there. Anyway as she looked at me a smile came to her face and she said "oh my god" then proceeded co say"oh dad i love you so much i love you dad" She thought i was my grandad who passed away five years ago. I just dont know still how to cope it cuts me in half. As we walked to mums room we sat with her talking and later put some music on for her on the cd player i bought her for christmas along with some cd's containing her favoriite songs. This one song came on CHILD OF MY CRADLE DAYS and as the song played she was tring to sing it. As i took her hand i couldnt help but look at this frail lady that used to be so full of life . And every time now i close my eyes a bed time this occasion keeps playing in my head. Does this ever go away i never think it will
Mark
Mark