Hi. Yes, another visit another tirade of abuse. What next? This seems to be something else I'm having to come to terms with. No more conversation. It's hard coming out of that dark tunnel into the grey daylight knowing she's still back in there and there's not a thing I can do. After yesterday mornings visit was cut short I decided to go out for the day. Have railcard will travelI I need a new shirt for my youngest daughters graduation this Thursday. So, booked my ticket and went to Liverpool for the afternoon. It made a pleasant change just to be somewhere different. Strange how now I can just up and go where and when I like, not the same, it feels like, there's something missing. I got that shirt though, even came close to buying a new pair of expensive jeans. Decided against that though, why pay good money for a pair of ripped jeans when my, fraction of the price 'George' jeans with a rip in them that i managed to make, will last a bit longer yet. Im sure if my wife was here they'd be in the bin by now. Ive had a visit free day today but tomorrow I'll be going with one of her friends, someone to take her mind off thumping me... Well that's me done for now, pizza time, seemed a good idea earlier but now it's time to eat I just don't feel hungry. Slice of pizza anyone?by for now Al.