As usual posting when things get unbearable. .late at night can't sleep cant concentrate watching the Olympics. .feeling lost.there .you have it lost my best friend. My mam she's still here but not really here . Know that some people out side my world are worse off....but no ones knows how I really struggle with the whole thing..Ive been blessed but feel so alone. ..I think that probaly everyone who deals with this horrible disease. .sometimes feels this way..impossible to put the words down..only thing I can say it's a void in my heart that I can't patch up ..thanks for reading ...look at the stars see how they shine for you.. mam used to tell me that or maybe she'd heard a song
