Im struggling at the moment, this week my mum who was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s 5 years ago has suddenly stopped being able to stand so is now bed bound, she’s refusing solid foods so I’ve been blitzing stuff and she’s only eating tiny amounts and drinking at most 2 full drinks a day, and is constantly making a groaning sound, and when we touch her or move her she panics, we’ve been moving her every 2 hours as the dr suggested due to the mattress she’s on she’s prone to pressure sores, we have a triage Phone call this Tuesday, I’m just scared that this is it and I’m not ready to say goodbye ?