I have just joined this group and already I know it is going to be good for me. Everything you write is so familiar. My husband is 83. I am 73. He has always been fit and well until about 18 months ago. Memory loss, which we all have when we get older, is expected but I knew immediately that what was happening to him was over and above the norm. Getting a diagnosis has been a nightmare and covid hasn't helped. It is so good to know that I am not alone with the feelings I have about being a carer and the hurt I feel. I don't know where to turn and the family won't accept his condition. They haven't of course seen him for over a year and he is quite normal if they phone or video call. Although he disappears after 10 mins chat as he says he can't hear properly and gets no pleasure in the calls. Sorry to have taken over with my own worries. Good luck.