I have not posted for some time for two reasons: firstly I have had two glorious weeks respite in Thailand where I was totally relaxed and rested and secondly was able to re-appraise my current situation which took some time.
Although I was amongst crowds of people there was nobody to share those special moments with – nobody to share a glorious sunset, nobody to share the excitement of the markets, nobody to share an exotic meal, nobody…..
It is obvious that sharing is a thing of the past and just two month short of our golden wedding our marriage is over in all but name. It becomes more obvious with advancing years that companionship is an increasingly important part of marriage and AZ has stolen what we had. Don’t misunderstand me – I made a vow, which I intend to honour, which means that I will care for Mary as long as I am able. I am blessed with good friends and wonderful neighbours - but I am so lonely.
Dick
Although I was amongst crowds of people there was nobody to share those special moments with – nobody to share a glorious sunset, nobody to share the excitement of the markets, nobody to share an exotic meal, nobody…..
It is obvious that sharing is a thing of the past and just two month short of our golden wedding our marriage is over in all but name. It becomes more obvious with advancing years that companionship is an increasingly important part of marriage and AZ has stolen what we had. Don’t misunderstand me – I made a vow, which I intend to honour, which means that I will care for Mary as long as I am able. I am blessed with good friends and wonderful neighbours - but I am so lonely.
Dick