Oh Bel honey you seem so sad. You are one strong lady, but if you feel like the time is right for help now, contact Social Services honey and get the ball rolling. Its not going to be easy, but maybe just a day or two at a Day Centre would give you just a little break. You are such strong support to your hubby, and I know you will be fine.
Dear bel.you are as cate said "a strong lady".Non of us are "samson",get all the help you need and take care of yourself.There is a lot of support out there and it is there for us all.I have so much respect for carers in the home,and respect that there should be time for "you carers".You do a wonderful job and deserve a break.love elainex