Dear Karen, I'm so sorry for your loss, as I know you will be shattered. But I'm glad your Mum has been able to move on and, in time, so will you. No one could have done more or fought harder on your Mum's behalf than you did, even fighting your own fears about being with her at the last. I'm glad you were, as you won't be plagued with any "what if" thoughts in that regard. Now your Mum is giggling with the angels & telling them about her wonderful, devoted daughter & talented, sensitive grandson. Be proud.