I haven't posted for ages but I read all your posts and see we are all in the same boat its heartbreaking i have done well through lock down in our own little world .but now reality darent go anywhere or go on public transport trying to make him wear a mask or on the train if he needs the loo he wouldn't be able to unlock the door .before lockdown we went to blackpool and tried to enjoy life but now he couldn't wear a mask for two hours . He is much worse now terrified of the future .feel so sorry for him he was such a strong lovely man and cared for me for 40 years I hope I can find the strength to do this