Well ive not been on here for a long time. Yesterday was the day I lost my OH to 24hr residential care. Ive looked after him on his Alzheimer's journey for the past 8 years. I feel lost, guilty, heartbroken I cant believe how painful this is. I feel like Ive given up on him. Even though I know its best for both of us. Endless lack of sleep and constant care just couldnt be sustained. Somebody please tell me it will get better. I keep being told you've done an amazing job etc etc. But I love him and Id go on if I could. This is so hard
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