Sweetheart, book a holiday - even if it’s just volunteering for a week somewhereIt’s not that bad really, none of that but bothers me, it’s the way he is when we make him drink that bugs me more but that’s just because he’s a bit of a moody old man!
I completely get that, I’ve been taking myself off for little cries now and then but today has just been a big one tbh.
He has already said absolutely no to carers coming in and looking after him and my parents are on his side thinking they don’t want people coming in and out of the house.
My grandad is paying me and some of it then goes to my parents for rent etc.
I haven’t really been shown much, my mum used to be a nurse so she knows how to do most of it and can show me when I need to know
Seriously you need to not be so available, but that’s just my advice.
if your parents don’t like people coming in then they must sort out care themselves!
you are 24 - you need to be 24!
Stay over with friends, party, go to festivals etc. Believe me it’s easy to find reasons not to do things & you are not young forever .... time slips by!
Ask at Lush if you could work at another store for a while if helps required - store openings need bodies & training! Plus franchises abroad are another opportunity....