Deborah - I am so sad for you on all sorts of levels. I don't have any words of wisdom - what you have posted just spoke to me and that's how I would have felt in your situation.
I suppose the think that struck me is that this doctor showed the arrogance that can be the hallmark of the profession and it's depressing to realise he goes around like that everyday. Actually, it reminded me a lot of some of the doctors I encountered when my son was younger and very ill - you are a helpless supplicant and they simply don't listen to you or assume you aren't telling the truth.
Sorry - just wanted you to know I know where you are coming from.
Love
I suppose the think that struck me is that this doctor showed the arrogance that can be the hallmark of the profession and it's depressing to realise he goes around like that everyday. Actually, it reminded me a lot of some of the doctors I encountered when my son was younger and very ill - you are a helpless supplicant and they simply don't listen to you or assume you aren't telling the truth.
Sorry - just wanted you to know I know where you are coming from.
Love