I wake up in the morning and see he is not lying next to me and I think he must have gotten up early. I wonder what he is doing and where he is. Yesterday my thought was I am going to ask him if he wants to go to the supermarket with me. All this in just the first few seconds of my awakening. Then the reality and sadness hits me. It happens often and only when I wake up. He is not there to talk about the little things that only the two of us cared about. I miss him so much.