Hi everyone, it’s ages since I’ve been on here when last on the oh was still capable of taking part in life to a greater degree, enjoying people and family though his hygiene was literally going down the pan. Well times changed. He literally hates going in the shower it scares him, He is now on bp tablets but gets tired even just walking short distances. He struggles to get upstairs and will only come down them with me in front saying put one foot down at a time. He is now doubly incontinent unless I manage to notice him getting agitated like getting up and down so can manage one less mess to clean up. Struggles to get on the loo, sometimes not recognising it’s a toilet. The worse though is he is losing the ability to construct a sentance when he does he calls the cat a cow or sees sheep and they become every animal under the sun. He has forgotten the names of family members. He mixes me and the daughter up. When we sit down and look at pics, he no longer recognises himself /family. He has no recall of his past let alone what happens in the future. We’ve started to listen to music much more lately and certain songs have him crying, so something is there or maybe it’s just the sound the actual music makes . I’m losing him. I hate this disease his diagnoses was in 2016 but he was off work nearly 2 yrs prior with his memory problems. So early onset on 63 he will be 72 next year . Sorry I took so long .