Dear Rubi you do sound better in yourself and I think even despite these hard decisions you are halfway home now. My father made me sole executor, leaving out my brother and sister, who made things very difficult via emotional blackmail. Exactly as you say: I was the one blamed! I was so grateful he left me in charge as I was able to insist on equal distribution and so on. Nevertheless not only have I never been thanked (ha!) but our sibling relationships have been, it seems, permanently affected (five years later). I just kept reminding myself that his trust had been placed in me, and I pass this thought on to you now. All the very best, Carolyn.Thanks Carolyn, it certainly been a tough year since he was denied a position of attorney through grans own wishes (which is blamed entirely on me of course). It is hard for me given I’m solely dealing with her financial affairs but with the added problems of a difficult family member sometimes makes me wonder why I offered to do it. But then I think of the alternative and what would have become of gran had I not and I am glad she chose me to support her. It’s a difficult path but if I can stand up to this man, even through solicitors, then I have protected my grans wishes. I just wish I could chat to her about it but obviously I can’t given her illness and lack of comprehension so it’s hard sometimes knowing you’re doing the right thing. Thank you so much for your kind words of support, I hope you find this forum as invaluable as I have for advice & support on your journey x