We’ve recently been considering a care home for dad as looking after him has got significantly harder the last few months, he is now doubly continent and his mental functioning is very poor although still has some awareness of his surroundings. Although he walks well he can’t use his arms well anymore so needs assistance with most things.
I have been his main carer for the last 3yrs together with some additional help from outside carers, this is something I’ve done very willingly. My mum still lives with dad but she has health problems of her own, I’m only a mile away so the arrangement has worked fairly well.
Dad went for an assessment on Sunday to a care home we’ve previously viewed and they were happy to accept him and said there was a room immediately available so he could move in asap. However, I’m now feeling incredibly torn as the thought of him going so suddenly is making me feel unbearably sad and wondering if I can hang on caring for longer. Ironically he’s been a little easier to manage the last week or so, he’s just started Ebixa which is meant to help with mood control which might be kicking in a bit as previously he’d been very grumpy. Also I feel with Spring just round the corner he may be easier with the longer days. I spoke to the care home manager about if we declined this room could she guarantee the door would always be open to him and she said it was impossible to say and he’d need to be assessed again. I feel I could carrying on caring for him at home if I felt I had the safety net of the home to fall back on. This home is also the only home that I feel would be suitable for him at present (visited 12!) As well as the emotional wrench of him going there will be a big financial impact for us too.
My dilemma is whether to hold on and hope that when things get worse they’ll still be willing to take him or whether to send him now when I feel I’m still able to manage because I’m afraid they won’t accept him later down the line. It’s a residential home with quite a high density of staff-residents so we feel they could meet someone with higher needs. I’m also worried the manager will think I’m wasting her time as it’s the second time a room has come free and I’ve been hesitant to accept so feel a bit under pressure to accept this time. Guess I’m just hoping that a room will be free when we’re more desperate & they’ll still take him but know it doesn’t always work out like that.
Also in peoples’ experience is it is more or less of an upheaval sending someone to a care home earlier or later? We’re quite late down the line but am not sure how much more worse it can get and know I would kick myself if I missed this room and then when we really needed to send him somewhere ended up more in the realms of nursing homes.
Would really appreciate some advice.
Pam
I have been his main carer for the last 3yrs together with some additional help from outside carers, this is something I’ve done very willingly. My mum still lives with dad but she has health problems of her own, I’m only a mile away so the arrangement has worked fairly well.
Dad went for an assessment on Sunday to a care home we’ve previously viewed and they were happy to accept him and said there was a room immediately available so he could move in asap. However, I’m now feeling incredibly torn as the thought of him going so suddenly is making me feel unbearably sad and wondering if I can hang on caring for longer. Ironically he’s been a little easier to manage the last week or so, he’s just started Ebixa which is meant to help with mood control which might be kicking in a bit as previously he’d been very grumpy. Also I feel with Spring just round the corner he may be easier with the longer days. I spoke to the care home manager about if we declined this room could she guarantee the door would always be open to him and she said it was impossible to say and he’d need to be assessed again. I feel I could carrying on caring for him at home if I felt I had the safety net of the home to fall back on. This home is also the only home that I feel would be suitable for him at present (visited 12!) As well as the emotional wrench of him going there will be a big financial impact for us too.
My dilemma is whether to hold on and hope that when things get worse they’ll still be willing to take him or whether to send him now when I feel I’m still able to manage because I’m afraid they won’t accept him later down the line. It’s a residential home with quite a high density of staff-residents so we feel they could meet someone with higher needs. I’m also worried the manager will think I’m wasting her time as it’s the second time a room has come free and I’ve been hesitant to accept so feel a bit under pressure to accept this time. Guess I’m just hoping that a room will be free when we’re more desperate & they’ll still take him but know it doesn’t always work out like that.
Also in peoples’ experience is it is more or less of an upheaval sending someone to a care home earlier or later? We’re quite late down the line but am not sure how much more worse it can get and know I would kick myself if I missed this room and then when we really needed to send him somewhere ended up more in the realms of nursing homes.
Would really appreciate some advice.
Pam
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