Since 11am this morning mum has not let up about going out to a function later today, but she doesn't want to be dropped off or go with me, so phone book in hand she's ringing round, everyone is saying no, some she has rang twice, people get annoyed and then lecture me to sort her out. Lack of understanding from them I guess and they're right she's not their 'problem' as one woman put it.
Mum gets cross when I say you have already rang all these people and they're not going. But still she insists calling others, I let her know she has already called them but then starts conversation all over again every 5 mins and it's now past 1pm and my head is exploding. I can't even distract her I've tried changing conversation, asking her to make bead bracelets, she's just not letting go. I don't understand how she is able to hold onto this thing so long.
Yes I've had a little cry in the loo which is now an everyday occurance, feeling helpless and it's horrible ?.
Feel like I've lost me along the way, who I am, my friends, my job. I so could do with a real friend right now who understands without running for the hills.
It got to me bad today so I needed to release.
Mum gets cross when I say you have already rang all these people and they're not going. But still she insists calling others, I let her know she has already called them but then starts conversation all over again every 5 mins and it's now past 1pm and my head is exploding. I can't even distract her I've tried changing conversation, asking her to make bead bracelets, she's just not letting go. I don't understand how she is able to hold onto this thing so long.
Yes I've had a little cry in the loo which is now an everyday occurance, feeling helpless and it's horrible ?.
Feel like I've lost me along the way, who I am, my friends, my job. I so could do with a real friend right now who understands without running for the hills.
It got to me bad today so I needed to release.