I do, it was a very bad time. I cannot forget how we ended. Saw him through the window of the care home a couple of days ago with my daughter. She had seen him the day before and it was all quite emotional. When I saw him, I may as well not have been there, no real recognition, not even for our dog wich we took with us, Eventually he wandered of with out a backward glance. WhenI do eventually see him face to face - what will I see? The person from 6 weeks ago, so hostile and agressive, and so totally gone mentally? Until I actually see him, I don't know.