I've often wondered why this 'little girl' is so often visible at hospital appointments, Terry - very occasionally, its been a 'little boy', but mainly the girl - and always, always, Mil getting agitated because she is 'running off' up the corridor, or up the ward, or out the door. The last trip to A&E, we had just over an hour in a small ward whilst waiting for blood results, and one of the nurses there was absolutely fascinated by Mil, who repeatedly commented on this 'girl' running up and down all the time. The CPN has told me that there is a recognised condition, with some forms of dementia, where for some reason the hallucinations of children are constant for the person who has it, but it isn't constant with Mil - we can have 2 or 3 days where the little girl isn't mentioned, or we can have days where there are a dozen references to her in the space of a couple of hours.
I had the 'dummy spit' (do love that phrase!) with Mil, a couple of days ago - It wasn't the controlled 'firm and calm' instruction to go to her room as I refuse to discus 'whatever' she is going on about with her, which is my go-to last resort with Mil when she is being particularly unpleasant - it was a full out 'telling her like it is' spew
No idea why I blew, it was just the usual couple of hours of nasty digs and accusations, and I flipped. It bought me about 40 minutes of peace before she started again - which was long enough for me to give myself a talking to and get my calm head back in place, at least
Haven't had the talking in the sleep yet, Tin, but like you, I've tried to explain to Mil that she can't say things 'like that' - and I get everything from complete puzzlement as to why can't she (she is only 'telling the truth'), through to her flatly denying she has said 'any such thing'
Lou, how I react/deal with all this depends on so many things at any given moment. I guess that I go with agree/sympathise, then distract and divert with the delusions and hallucinations, as much as I possibly can. Despite always thinking of myself as being an honest person, dementia has made me realise that not all lies are bad, and I don't feel the slightest bit guilty for using love lies if the situation calls for them. The priority is trying to keep her calm and stress free, and if lies work, then I'll lie. Having said that, add sundowning to the mix, and its all bets off, because she becomes so fixed on some delusions, that it really doesn't matter how I react - she is angry and agitated, and looking for confrontation, and nothing I can say or do will satisfy. I won't engage with anything she says (or at least, I try not to) and stick to a repetitive 'I'm sorry you feel like that, but I am not going to discus this now' - and I'll either tell her to go to her room, or I will leave the room. I speak very firmly, in fact its very much like the sternness you would use when a child acts up.
The other exception to agree/distract would be if she starts on the delusion that her son (my OH) is her husband - simply cannot agree or go along with that one, or even ignore it, as we have found that unless we firmly stop it as soon as she starts, it very quickly can grow into her saying inappropriate things, or acting in an inappropriate manner towards him - or to me, if she casts me in the role of the 'other woman'! This is an issue that causes my poor husband a lot of distress, its embarrassing and heartbreaking for him, so for once Mils feelings and her reality are not the priority. It is horrible for our children to experience, and I can assure you that being the 'other woman' is no darn fun either - so no messing with this one - she is corrected straight away, and we make it plain that she is wrong, and she has to stop - I don't think for a minute she always believes us when we say he is her son, but our reaction is generally enough to stop dead the invitations to 'come to bed, love' or anything else that she might say or do whilst in the grip of that one. Sometimes our response actually causes her to remember who he is, and she is so embarrassed or tries to say she was 'only joking', sometimes she stops, but sits and glares at us, or cries - as long as it stops the associated behaviour, then we just live with the dirty looks and tears. Once or twice she has made an outlandish accusation about one of us, or the support workers she used to have, claiming that she has been physically hit in some way - knowing 100% that these accusations have never had a grain of truth, when they happen (very rarely) we give a similar response to the 'husband' issue.
The lack of concern about being seen semi or completely undressed initially worried me for the sake of our kids. But, after taking advice from people on TP, I have been able to chill out on this one to a huge extent. The kids cope on the very odd occasion they are treated to an unexpected show, and when I encounter the lack of clothes, I simply cover her up with something along the lines of a brisk 'Come on Mrs - lets not scare the natives' (which usually gets me a giggle) and don't say anything else. No point - she really does not get the problem, all modesty is gone, and she is puzzled by others reactions if we even try to explain.
At Mils medical review, at the beginning of the year, I was congratulated on how well she is, physically, despite her many ailments, and praised for my care of her - and I felt a bit like I think you do, Lou - the glimpses of the Mil I knew and loved are getting fewer and fewer, most of the time I think her quality of life is something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. She is a confused, often scared , frequently angry and unhappy little lady, who cannot find much to be happy about and who hits out verbally at those who are trying to help, from frustration, fear and fury. Her dignity is fast going, if not gone - two nights ago, she wet the bed for the first time, and was completely unaware that she had done so - and I remember thinking that I was possibly doing her one heck of a dis-service, keeping her fit and well, when the kindest thing would be for one of her illnesses to carry her off quickly, and spare her this torture