Hi all this may appear to be daft but i was sorting through some old pictures to give to my sister as she hardly has anything of mum and dad. So there i was wading through pictures and i found an old Mothers day card from me to my mum. And one thing i had wrote in it was "Thanks for everything you do for me" well it was like being kicked in the face i was crying my eyes out i then found a note my mum had left to my grandad she used to do this to let him know were she was. All its says is "Dad gone down to the shops with Lady(our old dog) see you soon Jill and Ray and its in her writing and i just cant throw it away. Ive been suffering really bad with depression again so i went to the Gp and got on tablets Lofepramine but there making me worse with Nausea,paranoia and i feel teary all the time. All i feel latley is i bet Mum would be really disappointed in me. Im off to see her on the 18th and i dont know if i can face it.
Hope you're all well
Mark
Hope you're all well
Mark