I’m scared to sit with my Mum in case she has a seizure or dies whilst I’m there on my own. I know it’s probably really weak and stupid but I am also avoiding seeing her because of my fear. That’s making me feel sad and guilty because I love my Mum so much and I want to see her and to comfort her and be some company for her. She is living on her own with carers through the day and I go as soon as I can after work when I can face it, but she’s not eating or even drinking much.