Had rather a tearful day, a few fell on the train when my brother messaged to say he wasn't coming to see mum even though he knew with what's going on he might not come again - not worth the risk of passing something he might possibly have to mum and her passing it to carers and the rest of the building.
And then tears when talking to HR about working from home and explaining about mum.
Couldn't believe I missed the call.
I didn't sleep well last night - I think the upset of mum - although we know she seems to be on a slope down - combined with worrying about son looking a bit poorly and then how to get dau back. Son was just his normal overtired - which was a relief.
This is mum's third lot of ABs this year (2 lots of IV ones in hospital) so not good. Brother and I decided last night to say no hospital - we don't want her taking up a bed that is needed by a younger healthier person. Not a decision we would have made 2 months ago - but we both felt the right one now. The GP noted this and understood our reasoning. Maybe she will get through all this suspension of worldwide normal and then we'd reverse that decision. I think that is partly what upset me so much.
And then tears when talking to HR about working from home and explaining about mum.
Couldn't believe I missed the call.
I didn't sleep well last night - I think the upset of mum - although we know she seems to be on a slope down - combined with worrying about son looking a bit poorly and then how to get dau back. Son was just his normal overtired - which was a relief.
This is mum's third lot of ABs this year (2 lots of IV ones in hospital) so not good. Brother and I decided last night to say no hospital - we don't want her taking up a bed that is needed by a younger healthier person. Not a decision we would have made 2 months ago - but we both felt the right one now. The GP noted this and understood our reasoning. Maybe she will get through all this suspension of worldwide normal and then we'd reverse that decision. I think that is partly what upset me so much.