HI phoned my husband today at the home hes very anxious why im not visiting and said dont u love me anymore heartbreaking.?and you dont care for me brought tears to my eyes to hear him so unhappy.He wants to come back home to me as he says he waits for my visits and i dont show.I have explained why i cant come but he thinks ive got to much to do and no time for me very sad. He also said that when i was in hospital 11 years ago he visited me every day which he did and now when the boot is on the other foot u cant be bothered to come and see me its making me feel very depressed and making me feel like a failure as it should be me looking after him.He said i dumped him there and now i dont want to know the truth of it is i think about him every day every minute of the day and my heart is breaking that we are not together. What do i do i cant cope? as it is and my mental health is all to pieces. He wants to come home he said so we can work things out and he said we will get through this together. tried to change the subject but it came back to the same thing.He was shouting my name over and over cant cope very sad i am hes clearly not happyCant go on much longer feeling like this cant see him cause of the lockdown cant wave at him through the window and now ive been told i can only talk to him once a day.Do they think im a robot? i need to talk to my husband especially when his mood is low and gives him comfort as such when he hears my voice for a few minutes anyway. its very hard for me as hee went in the home in january and lockdown was in february so not seen him in all that time cant understand why ive not been to see him said you cant be bothered.Sorry its a bit long winded this time but its so awful to hear that your husband is so unhappy like i am now . W e have been married 22years and only been apart for a month in all that time.