Rispiridine has calmed Mum greatly. It has helped a lot with the sleeping problems she had.
We are still planning for her to go into a care home when a room becomes available but I feel so bad about it and I know I shouldn't but I'll live with the guilt of doing it for the rest of my days, it's so sad.
As I type Mum is up and walking about, I feel like there is a ticking time bomb waiting to explode, no way can I relax, I feel drained.
I think anyone who can look after their loved one in their home forever, come what may, must be a better person than me.
I often wonder if it's a different feeling if it's your other half you are caring for, I think it must be although I have no experience of this.
Is it?
We are still planning for her to go into a care home when a room becomes available but I feel so bad about it and I know I shouldn't but I'll live with the guilt of doing it for the rest of my days, it's so sad.
As I type Mum is up and walking about, I feel like there is a ticking time bomb waiting to explode, no way can I relax, I feel drained.
I think anyone who can look after their loved one in their home forever, come what may, must be a better person than me.
I often wonder if it's a different feeling if it's your other half you are caring for, I think it must be although I have no experience of this.
Is it?