Feeling very down today. Dad has at long last been booked in for a weeks respite next Monday. Both Mum and me are putting on a brave face and trying to be strong for each other but we can't help feeling guilty mainly because we can't explain to Dad where he is going. The last few weeks Dad seems to have lost all conversational skills and has no interest in anything, it is like talking to an empty shell which really breaks my heart. Its so sad to see him just sit there blankly.
Mum isn't allowed to visit him either which is going to be very hard for her.
Its helped writing it down, at least the tears are flowing.
Thanks for being there
Sue
xx
Mum isn't allowed to visit him either which is going to be very hard for her.
Its helped writing it down, at least the tears are flowing.
Thanks for being there
Sue
xx