hi everyone
its a bad night tonight ,i decided to use the respite i was offerd,to morrow Jim is to go for a week ,he has only been once before that was3months since ,and i have only been through the door twice since then ,he has been a little bit calmer since he started taking EBIXA but not enough to stay with CROSSROADS or other family members,his last respite did not go down to well ,he shouted and cried for me all week ,he had lots of falls even though i told them he was to unsteady on his feet to be left walking by himself ,however the answer is allways, there is not enoughstaff to give him 1 to 1 ,i am sure they will do the best they can as i have given them enough earache ,this is on an hospital at that ,this is one of the hardest things i have had to do.i did not tell him he is going as i would not get him through the door ,he will not be kidded so it is no use making up stories .Although he does not know he has been unusually upset to night ,has been crying and asking me not to leave him .how guilty i feel ,there will be no sleep for me to night ,i know i have so much to catch up with ,the week will soon pass.i know i sou nd sorry for myself but i do
ANGELA
its a bad night tonight ,i decided to use the respite i was offerd,to morrow Jim is to go for a week ,he has only been once before that was3months since ,and i have only been through the door twice since then ,he has been a little bit calmer since he started taking EBIXA but not enough to stay with CROSSROADS or other family members,his last respite did not go down to well ,he shouted and cried for me all week ,he had lots of falls even though i told them he was to unsteady on his feet to be left walking by himself ,however the answer is allways, there is not enoughstaff to give him 1 to 1 ,i am sure they will do the best they can as i have given them enough earache ,this is on an hospital at that ,this is one of the hardest things i have had to do.i did not tell him he is going as i would not get him through the door ,he will not be kidded so it is no use making up stories .Although he does not know he has been unusually upset to night ,has been crying and asking me not to leave him .how guilty i feel ,there will be no sleep for me to night ,i know i have so much to catch up with ,the week will soon pass.i know i sou nd sorry for myself but i do
ANGELA