It's the smiles that kept me going. And only now Dad has gone I truly realise how beautiful his smile actually was. Looking back at photos when I was a little girl Dad's smile was just the same. Just perfect. Cherish those smiles Gwendy. They really are the best. I think it also shows that although times are so so tough for them, they are still able to smile. I have read that some lose their smiles as the muscles are unable to work. Dad still smiled on the morning of the day he died, and it was still a perfect smile then. Stay strong, you're coping so so well xxx