Hi everyone, I'm writing this because today has been an extremely difficult & emotional day .... Like some of you have said in posts grief comes in waves and that is certainly true. On Saturday I received my first condolence card from the CH where mum was. I looked at the post and thought strange it's not my birthday, then it suddenly clicked what it was. After taking a deep breath I opened it. I must admit I cried and cried for hours and stared out of the window feeling numb & empty. Still not quite believing that mum is no longer here. Since mum's death I'm finding that the tears are more intense and deeper and my eyes ache. Some days are really heartbreaking and extremely difficult to do even the simple tasks/facing people or the outside world
Today I told my mum's best friend who she had worked with for over 30 years. (It's taken me a week to break the news). I couldn't face ringing her, so broke the news by text. I apologised & I hope she understood... Last night I had so many vivid dreams, one of mum & the coffin. This grieving is too much. Thank you for reading. ?x
Today I told my mum's best friend who she had worked with for over 30 years. (It's taken me a week to break the news). I couldn't face ringing her, so broke the news by text. I apologised & I hope she understood... Last night I had so many vivid dreams, one of mum & the coffin. This grieving is too much. Thank you for reading. ?x