Hi , having a bad time through lockdown as no day care centre, my mother has dementia plus heart failure copd , so she can’t wander as she can’t walk , but I’ve cared for her 15yrs , she’s survived serious health issues because she lives with me . But now I can’t cope and think she needs to go into a care home , her condition is worse , memory etc she’s asleep mostly day and night , slurring her words , shouting whilst asleep visibly agitated, she’s become double incontinence, she sleeps with knives under her pillow , so I darent go into her bedroom at night unless I really make sure she’s awake , if I hide the knives she finds scissors. When I go out to the shop or exercise she doesn’t eat or drink . My husband tries to helpful but my marriage is suffering , I cared for my father as well with lung cancer until 5 yrs ago . I’m getting depressed and crying constantly , I feel I want to walk away and never come back . I have no help off social services and feel at this time with Covid 19 I don’t want to bother them unnecessarily. She has no money if her own that’s why I invited her to live with me , but don’t know where to start .