Hello Jorbin, I find your expression "grieving for my memory" very poignant. I think I feel that, too, but have never thought to express it so eloquently. Not being able to remember things is very troubling and can wear you out.
I haven't had a diagnosis yet but I've had 3 visits to the memory clinic where each time they do the MMSE test and other psychological tests. At the end is a meeting with the doctor who's had time to look at the test results.
This may not be the same for you, though, as I believe you've already been diagnosed. In any case, you're being assessed in order that you can be helped so don't worry about it. Please do express the fact that you need more support than you have at the moment. Good luck! Please let us know how it goes.