So yesterday I went out on my own. I never go out without my OH, except to walk the dog and even that has been reduced from an hour to half. He wouldn’t come to harm, in fact he probably slept the whole time. His mobility is poor so he won’t wonder anywhere, he just doesn’t like being left. Going anywhere is becoming harder, poor mobility and constant need for the toilet means it’s just easier to stay at home. So I just said “ I’m going out, won’t be long”. Surprised myself,I was only gone just over an hour. Can’t decide if I enjoyed my trip, felt guilty and selfish! But on the whole I’m glad I did it and I plan to do it again!