Took dad to the gastroentology appointment today. We already knew about the cancer and this was to discuss his treatment. They are going to insert a stent on Tuesday to make it easier for him to eat something. At the moment I am having to dilute his prescription milk shakes with more milk just so he can keep it down. They did mention that chemo or radiotherapy can be looked at later and that we may or may not want to consider it. Also he may not be suitable but that is for later anyway. He looks like a stick and I have to guide him or he would be lost.
I am worried that he may not last until Tuesday, I am worried about the anesthetic as it may effect his dementia, I am worried because they said he may need morphine for a while after because the stent will slowly expand and it can be painful. I am worried about looking after him afterwards. I am worried that he is going to suffer more because of this but I do realise that it has to be done. I am scared that this will never end.
I was mean and sprung his appointment on him when he got up. I said they had rung me and could fit him in today. He said I had ruined his day but he came along quiet happily in the end and was just glad that it is all over with. Bless him.
He's forgotten all about it now and has no worries again.
I just don't know what to expect.
I am worried that he may not last until Tuesday, I am worried about the anesthetic as it may effect his dementia, I am worried because they said he may need morphine for a while after because the stent will slowly expand and it can be painful. I am worried about looking after him afterwards. I am worried that he is going to suffer more because of this but I do realise that it has to be done. I am scared that this will never end.
I was mean and sprung his appointment on him when he got up. I said they had rung me and could fit him in today. He said I had ruined his day but he came along quiet happily in the end and was just glad that it is all over with. Bless him.
He's forgotten all about it now and has no worries again.
I just don't know what to expect.