my Mam was diagnosed with dementia last year and refuses to believe that other than her heart condition and she has rheumatoid Arthritis she has nothing wrong with her. She drinks more than she should and has a big thing about pain killers she takes to many. Last week we found out that she had gone over drawn at the bank we think between my oldest sister and I we have sorted it for now any way but getting through to her that her money is not an endless pit is another matter she looks like she is ok but then she produces a list of things she is going to buy. Social Services are sure she can still make decisions but I strongly disagree she would argue black is white given have a chance. Yes she knows she has to eat yes she knows who we are, to get washed and dressed but she will under no circumstances have any outsider come in and help. She does not need the full 24/7 but she needs something I leave over 300 miles away along with one of my sisters my oldest sister lives round the corner but she is due to go into hospital shortly and will be out of action for 4 - 6 months. If I go down I could lose everything my Job and then my home and in this climate I can not afford to do that. But my sister will come to a point were she can not help either and social service do not seem to get this at all. For me currently out system of care for those suffering with and those caring for people with dementia stinks they have a lot to learn. We feel that SW just think we are telling lies about how things are it looks to us like she will have to hurt herself or someone else before they will do anything positive. I am sorry for going on so long, this all may not make any sense to you all but it does help just to write it down being so far away does not help and at times although I have my sisters to talk to I can feel so very alone and frustrated Wednesdays more than other days as I always ring my Mam on Wednesday and I have gone from looking forward to calling to really not wanted to and feeling like a very bad person. Anyway that's my moan over with thanks for reading Jayne x x