Every Sunday in the evening just when I think I can have a bit of time to myself I get calls from mum's friend or neighbour saying there is an issue. Tonight's call from mum's friend to say mum is hungry. Just called her and she says that's not true. Don't know what's truth and what's not. I'm finding this very stressful and feel myself getting so cross. I can't seem to get past getting cross with mum even though I know it's not being done on purpose. If I am honest I feel resentful that I have no time to myself. I feel trapped in a horrible spiralling downward world. Having a feeling sorry for myself night tonight.