Last night I had a nightmare unlike a night terror where I did not know or understand exactly what it was I was afraid of, only that I was terrified.
The last real nightmare I had was before I was put on the Ebixa, I no longer able too remember what it was about, but I can remember how I felt i.e. Could not move a limb but then a darkness descending and an acceptance that this was the end just before it went totally black.
Each time I was surprised too find myself actually waking up and checking too see if I was where I thought I was, I was, but afraid to close my eyes.
Sometimes my little dog sleeps with me,but I remember I was restless so had put him back in his bed.
The content of the nightmare was that I didn't recognise my daughter a complete stranger stood in front of me, I asked if she was a friend of Joys and yet deep down I knew it was Joy. I won't go into the scarier bits of the nightmare, but when I did wake up properly I wondered if I would recognise her when she did come down! Needless too say I did, but I know that one day I might not.
If nothing else it made me feel so grateful too be where I am in a decent home with family, daughter and granddaughter close by and my garden that I can see and watch the birds we feed come and go with their babies now in tow.
Hopefully it will be quite a while before the next nightmare, or perhaps there simply won't be any more❤️
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The last real nightmare I had was before I was put on the Ebixa, I no longer able too remember what it was about, but I can remember how I felt i.e. Could not move a limb but then a darkness descending and an acceptance that this was the end just before it went totally black.
Each time I was surprised too find myself actually waking up and checking too see if I was where I thought I was, I was, but afraid to close my eyes.
Sometimes my little dog sleeps with me,but I remember I was restless so had put him back in his bed.
The content of the nightmare was that I didn't recognise my daughter a complete stranger stood in front of me, I asked if she was a friend of Joys and yet deep down I knew it was Joy. I won't go into the scarier bits of the nightmare, but when I did wake up properly I wondered if I would recognise her when she did come down! Needless too say I did, but I know that one day I might not.
If nothing else it made me feel so grateful too be where I am in a decent home with family, daughter and granddaughter close by and my garden that I can see and watch the birds we feed come and go with their babies now in tow.
Hopefully it will be quite a while before the next nightmare, or perhaps there simply won't be any more❤️
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