Hi, my dad has just recently been diagnosed with dementia, at the moment we don't have a definite diagnosis just that he has a "significant impairment". A doctor is coming to his home this month to discuss the diagnosis with us both and what the next steps are. The trouble is my dad thinks there is absolutely nothing wrong with him because he says he can remember way back to when he was very very young, that's great but he doesn't realise that it is his short term memory that is the problem. He got very upset when I mentioned to him that the Memory Nurse was coming to see him, this was in July of this year, and again when the Clinical Nurse Lead came to see him just last month. His words to me were "oh you have just spoilt my day, I don't know why she is coming, she's wasting her time because there is nothing wrong with my memory." I did try to explain but he wasn't having any of it so I just left it. Thankfully, he was fine when she came the next day. I haven't actually told him that the doctor is coming this month because I don't want to spoil his happy mood and in his words spoil his day again. In all honesty, I am really struggling with all of this and I am totally aware that my dad will be too, he won't have a clue as to what is really going on and I can't be the one to explain it to him because I don't understand it myself. I am, therefore, leaving it up to the doctor to explain it to both of us. I am struggling with this because it is so hard to watch someone you love so much, especially when they are your hero as well as your dad, friend etc etc, go through what he is going through on a day to day basis, it is heartbreaking and I really don't know what to do. I go everyday to my dads for 12.30 pm (sometimes earlier depending on if he has a doctors appointment or something else on.) I do all of his washing, cleaning, housework, shopping, set his medications up for the day, arrange all necessary appointments ie doctors etc etc, banking and cook his evening meal before I leave to go home at 5 pm and anything else that he needs help with or I can do for him that he is unable to do. I have no problems with doing this at all, I have always said that I will do anything for my mam and dad (unfortunately, I lost my mam 8 and a half years ago, suddenly) and to be able to help my dad and be there for him on a daily basis is the best thing ever and I wouldn't have it any other way, I do it because I want to not because I have to. My dad is a very independent, private, strong and lovely man who can still look after himself in many ways but I do worry about the future and what it holds even though I do try to just take one day at a time and enjoy the time with my dad. We do have a lovely Social Worker who is a huge help to us both as is his doctor's surgery. So why is it that I still feel I don't do enough?
Anyway, that's where I am at, at the moment. Thank you for listening and I feel so much better already for sharing this with you. Take care
Anyway, that's where I am at, at the moment. Thank you for listening and I feel so much better already for sharing this with you. Take care