My mam slipped away this morning, i got a call to come in and just made it in time. I am kinda in shock that it has went to fast and in a way it feels unreal. She has changed so much in just the space of weeks, i wish she could have made it longer but i know she is in a better place now and is free from the body and mind that was so useless in these past few years. Ive spent the day crying on and off and i have the last sight of her impailed in my mind.I feel sick and so on edge right now. Its hard to believe its all over. In just the space of a few months she has changed so much, i wish the meds had worked for her, i hope she could hear my voice as i said goodbye to her and told her i would love her forever. The second most heartbreaking day of my life is today, bless you mam and rip.