I am really struggling at present as my wife was diagnosed in November 2018 and I have worked full time and cared for her. I have had to contact rapid response as I have been exhausted trying to cope with no sleep. She was placed in a local care home and allowed to escape after 4 days , found a mile and a half away by the police. I asked for her to be placed in another home where she fell out of bed yesterday and had a suspected broken hip. Fortunately it was badly bruised and she is back at the home for a 4 week assessment. The reason for this post is that I feel very guilty about letting her down, selfish for being lonely and frustrated. Sorry about rant, just need a cuddle I suppose.