My step daughter rang this morning asking if she could come round for a coffee. I was touched that she wanted to be with me, and we had a quiet hour or so.
Her own mother is still alive but she tells me she feels she gets more support from me!!
I have spoken to my step grandson too this morning, so these first hurdles are being managed.
I remember when my own daughter and grand daughter died how some people kept away because they did not know what to say, and I know how lonely that felt, so I am determined to keep contact even if they are reluctant at first.
My visit to hospital and cardiologist had some positivity in it, and I am starting a new tablet which he hopes will help me.
I feel encouraged by his diagnosis, and really hope the tablets will do their job and I get some of my life back.
Yes Sylvia it is hard to " celebrate" 2015 but for many it will be a year of determination and positivity, so I do wish everyone here a blessed New Year.
Love Jeannette