The 9th? Mine is the 10th. Each time, another month passed.
I'm glad it's summer, despite the weather, as I 'm dreading the Autumn and the way I felt then. Whether it was the season that brought me so low or the reaction to grief, I don't know.
I do think that just as there is an aftermath to any trauma be it great or small, there is one for grief too and I think you are now going through that Jan. I think is lessens but never goes away. Why would it when we are alone after sharing our lives so closely for such a long time.
I won't say I'm holding your hand as you don't have enough hands for us all to hold - but there is a group here who seem to be holding each other up through these difficult times with other friends forming a protective band around us. I so appreciate that and the love and understanding which comes with it. I honestly don't know how I would have coped without it. No others know more about my thoughts and feelings than they do and I hope we can all continue to help each other, both those who have lost their loved ones and those who are still caring for them. God bless you all. xxx
I'm glad it's summer, despite the weather, as I 'm dreading the Autumn and the way I felt then. Whether it was the season that brought me so low or the reaction to grief, I don't know.
I do think that just as there is an aftermath to any trauma be it great or small, there is one for grief too and I think you are now going through that Jan. I think is lessens but never goes away. Why would it when we are alone after sharing our lives so closely for such a long time.
I won't say I'm holding your hand as you don't have enough hands for us all to hold - but there is a group here who seem to be holding each other up through these difficult times with other friends forming a protective band around us. I so appreciate that and the love and understanding which comes with it. I honestly don't know how I would have coped without it. No others know more about my thoughts and feelings than they do and I hope we can all continue to help each other, both those who have lost their loved ones and those who are still caring for them. God bless you all. xxx