Hi all, I have just found this place thankfully. My Mum passed away 1st September, just 6 weeks ago and days are not getting better. I miss her so much. She had Dementia with Lewy Body and although she was in a nursing home I used to visit her and was able to see her. When she passed away I missed her last breath just by 15 minutes and at the time I was okay about it. My Dad and brother were with her. Now, however, i cannot get it out of my mind. I wish I had stayed at the hospital, I wish I had been with her at the end. I had spent so much time with her during the long 5 weeks she was in hospital. Also I have this feeling, when I think of not seeing her anymore, I struggle to breath for a couple of seconds or so. its awful.
I know that we are all suffering. its good to have a place to come and write it all down. thanks for listening
Diane x
I know that we are all suffering. its good to have a place to come and write it all down. thanks for listening
Diane x