Mum passed away two weeks ago, and we recently had her funeral, I have been very strong up till now, but today I keep crying uncontrollably I don’t understand why, the worst is over and even with the mountains of paperwork things are slowly getting done, I have not been too busy today maybe that’s it, or maybe its being alone at last.
I knew this was coming for some time since she was diagnosed with Leukaemia on top of her Alzheimer’s and not given long to live, she was very brave right till the end even though she did not understand that it was the end which I did feel guilty about, but I think somehow that she did know, and protecting her kept me strong in a way, in the end it was fairly quick less than twelve hours she went downhill quickly in hospital, we had hoped she would be at home but she had to be rushed in as she was in some discomfort that same day, I sat with her along with my son until she stopped breathing which was very hard and upsetting for us both, the nurses and doctors could not have been kinder and all the people we have had to deal with were lovely. I want to thank all the people on this forum who have helped me with my worries Big Hugs and Thanks x
I knew this was coming for some time since she was diagnosed with Leukaemia on top of her Alzheimer’s and not given long to live, she was very brave right till the end even though she did not understand that it was the end which I did feel guilty about, but I think somehow that she did know, and protecting her kept me strong in a way, in the end it was fairly quick less than twelve hours she went downhill quickly in hospital, we had hoped she would be at home but she had to be rushed in as she was in some discomfort that same day, I sat with her along with my son until she stopped breathing which was very hard and upsetting for us both, the nurses and doctors could not have been kinder and all the people we have had to deal with were lovely. I want to thank all the people on this forum who have helped me with my worries Big Hugs and Thanks x