Hi all Im upset, i cry and even now im having nightmares My mums has been in hospital for 2 months, we all thouht she was suffering from depression, but about 2 days ago we found out that my mum has AD. I felt num i didnt know what to say to the doctors, i couldn't even look at him in the eyes, it was too much to take in. The thing that hurts the most is that my mum is 42, and goin to be 43 in the next 2 weeks. When i see her, i think WHY, me and my mum had our ups and downs but she never did anything wrong, but when you see her now you know something is wrong. I have my sister 20 and my brother 12, i don't know how they are going to cope, all i know i need to be strong for them. Sorry i had to pour my heart out, some people know but sometimes they don't understand as they are in shock.