I am a 29 y o gentleman and my Mum died today from the complications of frontotemporal dementia since being diagnosed in 2014. I wasn't there unfortunately (I'm not sure if I would have liked to have been). I did not think she would die to be honest because I was with her just one week ago and she looked ok and quite alert. My Dad died six months ago suddenly and my grief was quite instant and profound but I quickly got over it. Weirdly, since I have found out my Mum has died I do not feel sad and am not crying (only a little) and not grieving really and I am thinking I am weird for not really feeling any sadness even though I loved her.