My mother is a 100 years old and has just gone into a nursing home. She has dementia which has got worse this week. She is frightened, confused, lonely, bored and anxious, repeating God please help me to die and over again also asking me to help her die. I can't sleep, lay in bed til 3.30am this morning as the last two nights 4am & 5am. I'm really tired but as soon as my head hits the pillow all the thoughts and situation won't go away. It upsets me so much that she is in such fear. She is so little and frail and today refused help food or drink from the nurses/carers. She wants to slip away in her sleep and I have to say that's what I want for her now because there's no quality of life.