I've been so busy since my husband died, so many phone calls and online things that had to be done. I've had family and friends rallying round but today I've been on my own and it's a deafening silence.
As my husband's speech was so poor I realise that it was mainly me talking as he constantly wanted my attention, even though he didn't know who I was.
I sat in the garden but the tears rolled down my face, later I did some work in the garden. It's so hard to get used to doing things when I want without keeping an eye on him as he often tried to do unsafe things when my back was turned.
It's so painful, I can hardly believe that he is gone. The funeral is 6th May.
As my husband's speech was so poor I realise that it was mainly me talking as he constantly wanted my attention, even though he didn't know who I was.
I sat in the garden but the tears rolled down my face, later I did some work in the garden. It's so hard to get used to doing things when I want without keeping an eye on him as he often tried to do unsafe things when my back was turned.
It's so painful, I can hardly believe that he is gone. The funeral is 6th May.