such sad news @marshal
thank you for telling us
many here understand your heartbreak
you will find your way through, honest ... right now let the sadness flow, you have every right to feel as you do
keep posting if it helps, folk here will support you
Yes we understand. It is truly a double edged sword. Dementia is unbearable but so too is the loss of someone we have loved. I have relived my husbands last days much more than the years of his Alzheimer’s. Time doesn’t necessarily heal but it does ease the pain.
Can I offer my sincere condolences @marshal. I can understand your overwhelming feelings of grief, it must feel impossible at the moment. You must grieve in your own time. Do you have any support? Anyone that you can speak to? We are here to support you if we possibly can. Be kind to yourself.
@marshal please accept my condolences. The world has fallen from under your feet. You will survive this, even though it doesn't seem possible at the moment. Now is your time to grieve. I'm so very sorry.