How long does it take to stop hurting? My Granpa died nearly 18 months ago. I was never able to go to the funeral, because of loads of reasons. I regret that a lot.
I feel like I was robbed of the most amazing man I ever knew. He was so sweet, and gentle and dementia ruined that. For six years I watched him totally change before he sadly died.
I was robbed of six years when I could have had my wonderful Granpa there. Instead I never got the chance to make him proud. I got a place in university, to study Maths before he died, but I could never explain but dementia had already destroyed him. I never got chance to make him proud of me, cause dementia ruined that chance.
I miss him everyday. I still havent put up the photos I have of him. I still cry when I hear his favourite songs. No one understands how much it still hurts.
Now my Grandad has dementia, and I dont think I can go through all this again so soon after.
How long till it stops hurting and I feel okay? I still miss him everyday
I feel like I was robbed of the most amazing man I ever knew. He was so sweet, and gentle and dementia ruined that. For six years I watched him totally change before he sadly died.
I was robbed of six years when I could have had my wonderful Granpa there. Instead I never got the chance to make him proud. I got a place in university, to study Maths before he died, but I could never explain but dementia had already destroyed him. I never got chance to make him proud of me, cause dementia ruined that chance.
I miss him everyday. I still havent put up the photos I have of him. I still cry when I hear his favourite songs. No one understands how much it still hurts.
Now my Grandad has dementia, and I dont think I can go through all this again so soon after.
How long till it stops hurting and I feel okay? I still miss him everyday